Mental Meanderings of a Soul in Progress

Friday, August 12, 2005

Sometimes all you feel is pain...

I am the girl kicked out of her home because I confided in my mother that I am a lesbian.

I am the prostitute working the streets because nobody will hire a transsexual woman.

I am the sister who holds her gay brother tight through the painful, tear-filled nights.

We are the parents who buried our daughter long before her time.

I am the man who died alone in the hospital because they would not let my partner of twenty-seven years into the room.

I am the foster child who wakes up with nightmares of being taken away from the two fathers who are the only loving family I have ever had. I wish they could adopt me.

I am one of the lucky ones, I guess. I survived the attack that left me in a coma for three weeks, and in another year I will probably be able to walk again.

I am not one of the lucky ones. I killed myself just weeks before graduating high school. It was simply too much to bear.

We are the couple who had the realtor hang up on us when she found out we wanted to rent a one-bedroom for two men.

I am the person who never knows which bathroom I should use if I want to avoid getting the management called on me.

I am the mother who is not allowed to even visit the children I bore, nursed, and raised. The court says I am an unfit mother because I now live with another woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who found the support system grow suddenly cold and distant when they found out my abusive partner is also a woman.

I am the domestic-violence survivor who has no support system to turn to because I am male.

I am the father who has never hugged his son because I grew up afraid to show affection to other men.

I am the home-economics teacher who always wanted to teach gym until someone told me that only lesbians do that.

I am the man who died when the paramedics stopped treating me as soon as they realized I was transsexual.

I am the person who feels guilty because I think I could be a much better person if I didn’t have to always deal with society hating me.

I am the man who stopped attending church, not because I don't believe, but because they closed their doors to my kind.

I am the person who has to hide what this world needs most, love.

Repost this if you believe homophobia is wrong.

3 Comments:

  • ru sum kind of quar er sumthin.

    By Blogger Willy Jo, at 8:17 PM  

  • There is never a good reason to impose one's belief system upon another, especially when that belief system requires that one denies any aspect of what is undeniably real about the human condition.

    There have always been Gays and Lesbians, and there always will be.

    The discomfort that we feel over someone else's sexual orientation is as childish as a teenager's aversion to the idea of "old people sex". This is verifiable in that both opinions are derived from external sources telling the childish person how they "should" feel about it. The opinion is formed from a desire to conform, not from any deep analysis on the part of the child-like person.

    The problem with this kind of social conditioning is that arguments based on hatred often cross the line between persuasion and coercion.

    Orators are most vehement when their cause is weak. - Marcus Tullius Cicero

    By Blogger breakerslion, at 8:42 AM  

  • I am the nurse who will give you the same level of care and dignity that should be afforded to all humans.

    Tammy Swofford, R.N.

    By Anonymous Anonymous, at 12:51 PM  

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